There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass.

2.28.2005

jus finished watchin e healing hands 2....this lady doc underwent a brain operation to remove her tumour (her boyfriend, a brain specialist did the operation for her....)but she went into a coma for 2yrs...durin dat period of time, everyone was so sad..esp her boyfriend...i tink he nearly broke down.....but den she finally woke up..... it's like everything becomes so beautiful and life is so meaningful...she's such a nice n helpful lady...she n her boyfriend so much in love... but jus when she's enjoying her 'second' life, a fire broke out in a building she's in.... while escaping, she tried to save ppl who r struggling to run but can't.... den someone knocked her n her head hit against something n got hurt...imagine her struggling hard to escape, choking with smoke, with an injured and giddy head...yet she tried to save a boy fainted on the ground...she did watever she could do...did cpr..slap e boy to wake him up... (in the other scene...u can see e rest of e ppl being sent to e hosp...n the lady's fellow friends n ex-collegues rushing to save these ppl......) den.... this lady carried a fire extinguisher n broke a small window..used all her remaining strength to push e boy towards the window... den........... she collasped. but the boy was saved. when she was pushed into e ward....her doc friends were shocked to see her... tried to get her boyfriend...but din manage to...cos he went for some kind of conference..n forgot his hp... her friend tried n tried...pumping her heart, bp 100, 200,360 n 360 again...........when e heartbeat indicator remains zero........he shouted her name n tried cpr....he did watever he could(u.knw..when one's very panic...u.knw the feeling of anxiousness n helplessness at e same time... u'll do watever u can.......)but he failed to save her.....he shouted n shouted, askin if they've phoned the lady's boyfriend....... no one answered him........ everyone was looking at him.....expressions sad n sorry........... jus den....the lady's boyfriend returned to e hosp....on e way he tried to borrow he's collegue's hp to phone e lady...but e batt was empty...u.know..it's really very nervous...u hope he reaches e hosp asap..cos he's girlfriend is there....on the hospital bed..... no more heartbeat.......yet he dunno abt it n was stil feeling so joyful...esp when he saw a rainbow..... when he finally reaches the hosp...he saw everyone rushin abt n asked wad happened...den.. he got to knw dat the building his girlfriend went to caught wif a fire...... he walked in anxiously.....face expression strained.... he aimed at one of the wards..... den when he pulled e curtain away, he saw his girlfriend lying there....on the bed..........his friends/collegues looked up at him.........he had an expression n a feeling i guess only he, himself will understand.........cos tis is something between 2persons who r in love n 2 minds that seem like 1....
i tink tis is reali touchin if u watch with your heart...... its like another television news or newspaper telling us another person died while saving others.... i aso duno wad i'm tinking...e feelin while watchin i dunno how to explain aso...but i find that the lady is really an angel..... she's such a nice person...with such a joyful, happy-go-lucky n optimistic character....everyone likes her....n she's really kind n helpful...she's one person who will sacrifice herself to save others....=) if one day i'll ever be like her....i'll die no regrets.... =)
well.. e episode ended at the part where her boyfriend saw her lying on e bed...tink it'll continue nxt wk ba...haa... paiseh..today storytelling again..haha....but gandong ah...so i write down......goin to slp soon liao..tired.d....jialat tmr java tink i'm goin to take cab aGAIN.........f0rEVA de..... haa.... GoOD.nItE! oH bTw...i'm feeling hungry!!! haha....

....fadingoff.. show.....

@ 2:00 AM

2.27.2005

i dyed my hair yest.....den i went for a swim at night..i guess these are partly reasons to why my ear swell today..cos ci ji dao the ear ma....dunno?? i guesss ba.......hai...e ear feeling painful and hot....... n i feel sIcK... my throat soresss....had two cups of cooling tea liao.... hope wil get beta tmr... well aniwae.... goin to slp soon liaooo...tk care..n byeee....nitee..

....fadingoff.. another day..

@ 2:04 AM

2.24.2005

hihi..in java lab now... haa.. christina beside me doing her java... n talking to herself..hahaa....den laughin n smiling..all to herself aso... and shan shan on the other side listening to her Tian Kong Mei You Xia Yu for dunno wad umpteen times liao..haa.... den suddenly realising these two persons so funny... end up i laughed to myself aso..while looking at wad i've written..hahah.. we ARe MAD!!! haha..~i've been discovered !!!~ aniwae..dat joon yew teachin someone in.front n e rest of us doin our own stuff..most doing java, some surfing web... haha..n me?? dunno leh...feel like doin java den click jEdit..feel like comin online den click on the other window lor... well...nothin much to write liao..jus feelin a bit bored la..jEdit a bit duno how to do...online aso nothing to surf..so come here write blog lor...i guess dat's abt all le..goin to meet sl lter at bugis..hee..gonna pass her e bday present chann n i owe her since jan..haha...so.sorry abt it.....bYEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

....fadingoff.. in java lab

@ 4:26 PM

2.22.2005

hihi..second blog of e day....I LOST MY SPECS! == I LOST MY EYES!O_O hai.... lost it in bus 72..called e person at e optical shop to check whether my new one is ready not...but e person say can onli be collected tmr leh...hai..so i called yio.chu.kang interchange check for my lost specs...den dat aunty...speak SooOO l0ud...duno she ear prob or i ear prob...haha... funny sia.. aniwae..tink they found my specs..but can't be sure yet..so i tink i'll be goin down lter to c lor ...=

....fadingoff.. lost specs

@ 3:29 PM

haa..i went to pierce my ear at 77th.street bugis yest leh...pain...but i LIKE! hee.. kai wanted to pierce but end up don hv cos the shop don't do piercing for e area she wants to pierce.... soooo...don hv lor...but chris pierced... aniwae...had my comm skills conver test jus now...now nothin to do liao...yz they all in concourse eating cos they went lect jus now...n..kai n me skipped lect....aagain..haha... so we finished eating liao..nothin to do..come lab use com lor..lter evening time stil hv fcsos make up tut...original time is 8-9pm la..but cos chris they find it too late liao...so they tot of askin lecturer c whether can change to an earlier time not..haa..den i'm actu meetin sock leng pass her something de...but sl goin sy's hse...so ... c how ba lter... hee... kai li shut down com liao..tink goin dwn to meet yz n guys le..so write up to here liao..byeeeee....=) enjoy e day!

....fadingoff.. ear piercing

@ 12:47 PM

2.21.2005

wah so long no blog..haa..THE MOON FAIRY'S BACK!!! having math tut now...hafta fast fast blog liao den go le..cos mus listen to lecturer later got close bk...siaaaaaan...dunno how to do leh...how??? tut 8 half bucket of water liao..now tut 9 WORSE! haha.. aniwae.. jus wana tel tat was at wrk yest..saw this lady...she's soOO pretty..I LIKE HER! she has e qi zhi...woW...like those american chinese like dat...stuitable to become those miss singapore kind of lady..but i say she's beta lor..duno how to describe but she's cOol..one word...c00L! haa..love her man... den i aso saw tis gal in front of e shop...wOw...jane n yingying 'intro' her to me...she eat DAMN S...LOW man...ying says she starts eating at 7pm everyday..but i was supposed to leave at 8pm AND...she HAS NOT FINISHED YET...haha....well..we're not supposed to gossip abt ppl....erm..but..she's realli dat slow...interesting gal..haha.. .btw..... i like the cmath lecturer....haha..he so funny...talk so cute..den he so adorable... TEDDY BEAR!!! (by huihui)--opps sorry..hahaa... but he's nice... =) haa.... hao le..need to go le..mayb go pierce ear lter wif kai n chris...byeeeee....

....fadingoff.. heello

@ 11:06 AM

2.16.2005

sian ah..in fcsos lab now..cant c e whiteboard leh.den dunno wad the lecturer teaching aso..somemore time pass by s0ooooo.slOwLy.... hai... SIAN! haha... can someone plS enTeRtaIn me???????? i dUNNo hOw t0 dO..hOw? tInk g0 gEt help LiAo...bYeee... haha..teacher jus asked who hv questions raised hands..end up i can't close tis window in time, so cant raise hand...he turned back to teach liao..... haha..byee...

....fadingoff.. fcsos lab in process.........

@ 1:57 PM

2.14.2005

liFe.iS.tOuGh.
liFe.oF.a.NiCe.PeRsOn.iS.tOuGhEr
bUt.liFe.wItHoUt.mIsTaKeS......
itS.iMpOsSiBlE.

....fadingoff.. s0mEtHiNg.SiMpLe

@ 12:02 AM

2.13.2005

hihi..tis is my newly-input picture..hee..nice? all in one de...enjoy~! hApPy V-dAy, EvErYOnE.!!

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@ 11:59 PM

2.12.2005

my computer can't shut down leh...hOw.aaR...? hai..problem sia... gIvvE uP on cOmpUtErS mAn.......hOW.coMe.sO.mAnY.pRoBlEmS.dE? eSp f0r.me..haHa...

....fadingoff.. cOmPutER.pRoBlEM

@ 5:56 AM

2.10.2005

came back frm visiting abt an hr or so ago..haa.. sian..nothin to do liao..but tmr need to do presentation..hvn do yet..even more sian..... aniwae... new yr eve..went watched seoul raider with turtle lim...VERY NICE..FUNNY! haa..toNy lEuNg..he is SO o fuNNy..haha.. recommended to watch..interesting.. aniwae...aft dat went to he pan..see see look look din see anithing interesting except tis outdoor game.. all sit in one row den e so-called wheel will move 360degrees de..wah..den huihui said she wanna play..i tot shld be ok la..cos frm bottom see not dat scary...wHO KnOws... on top... nearly wan my life sia.. e ting moved fast..den e force so strong...i grabbed e handle with my whole body might lor... grab until now muscle pull until so pain sia..den arm got bump liao... cos i pressed my hands against e handle...tryin to keep myself in place..haha... den huihui kept telling me to relax..but it's hard u knw.! den there was tis malay guy sitting beside me..haha..he damn funny sia... all the bad words all come out frm his mouth while e ting was moving.. so hUihUi told me to scream..to release fear..end up i duno wad to scream i anihow scream..even scream huihui's name..haha.. haiYo..realli pay money go scare myself sia..haha.. den dat turtle lim laugh at me.. say i lousy.. scream so sharp somemore... haha... i know i've said tis a lot of times liao..but I'M sErIOUSly FEAR OF HEIGHT... cANt.BlAme mE.. = but aniwae..i enjoyed it..haa..(i know i've aso said tis alot of times.. haha..sorry..)
well..haappy chiinNEsSE neeww yeearr to eveRyonE !! take care..

....fadingoff.. hApPy.ChInEsE.nEw.Yr !!!

@ 3:31 PM

2.04.2005

went to sch to meet huixian do creative writing presentation...actu meetin her at 9am de but knew i'm goin to be late so i told her 10 instead..end up i reached sch at 11..ahha.. aniwae.. rushed my creative writing plot structure jus now...thanks to chris man..she helped me typed cos if not wont be able to finish on time liao..n thanks to kelly n guys for contributing some ideas too..haa... but u knw wad? teacher said if today can't pass up, pass up by tmr thru email........haa.. but its ok la..faster pass up faster good.. then after dat went to clas, we'r actu e first grp to present, end up there's something wrong wif e ppt we saved, ran back to IT lab n check wad's happening..haha..den saw johnson alone in e lab..so lonely..haa..Ni Ji Mo Ma??? aniwae.. in e end its actu due to e e overloading of pics...haa...so delete e pictures slide lo..but actu i like e pic slides leh..but no choice la..so when everyting is ok, we went back..waited for other presentations..so we last grp to present lo..haa..end up e whole clas ended at 8plus..power..3 whole hrs..but in e end teacher say my story too short n kiddy liao..marks to be given quite limited..so she told me to do another presentation on another story lor..tis time more adult de.. hai..sian..tot everyting over liao..now stil need to redo.. den gonna present to teacher on tues..at1pm.. tink gonna use e bk turtle lim lent me liao..cos dat's e onli bk i've been readin recently onli...=) aniwae..today's angela's bday...jus sang and recorded a bday song to her on e phone..haha.. well..HAPPY BDAY ANGELA! may all your dreams come true..take care..haa..=)

....fadingoff.. aCrEaTiVeDaY

@ 11:43 PM