There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass.

6.26.2006

monday.

help me.. im fallin aslp...eyelids practically dropping... im so slpy..n i was so terribly late today..goodness....haii...

today was not a good start for a mon a new week...hahaa..things sorta jus din go really rite...

-was late
-my skirt was like ermm so out of shape today
-ended up pullin and tryin to make the skirt right..haha..was so out of form lor..goodness...

ooh btw i FINALLY understood leehom's {FINALLY} mv.. whahaha.. he went for an operation at the end of the mv because he's GOING TO DONATE HIS CORNEA TO HIS GIRLFRIEND who lost her eyesight in the car accident.. omg so touching.. like stairway to heaven... haahaa... ehh but one can jus donate cornea like dat meh? i tot u gotta be dead first?? whahaa..ok aniwae..its just so touchingg......OMG.....haahaa... =D

ooK..im awake now..haha... but the tag behind my shirt is poking me..very itchy..so irritating..feel like eating him up....

break time.............. so tired.....

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@ 12:48 PM

sunday.

I MISSED JJ'S CONCERT.
hv actu recovered frm my "injury" liao..den i saw tis on tis blog...
{Sunday, June 25, 2006-- 2:46 PM; JunJie's Concert
no words can describe.two thumbs up! }

haii... really feel like goin...but cos on really tight budget so end up not going... actu there was tis guy who offered tix wif really good seats at a quite reasonable rate..but stil our budget really can't meet his offer...soo gave up the seats...haiiiiiiiiiiiii..morale was so damn low man... but i still wanna say something..haha.. dat guy's voice was super duper nicceeee with those really fluent english....and it's like thru his voice u can actu visualise a handsome look... haha..

actu felt ok with not going initially... cos really saved alot..like arnd a hundred bucks? can like spend on so much...
but well...i guess certain things r really worth the money... like a good concert performance... had insisted so much on going to his concert in the beginning.. was like saying die die aso wanna go...but in the end still missed it... haii...

can ask jj come and perform for me personally??? haha...
ookk..dats my ending for tis entry... haaa... gtg slp liao..wrkg tmr..byeeee.....

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@ 12:23 AM

6.24.2006

friday.

went to celebrate mel's bday..erm belated bday jus now...haha.. at fish n co wheelock... saw tis tp IT director lady i think.. whoever dat was.. don really knw her... haahaa..
oOh aniwae... my cds options:
1) Music
2) UIR
3) OTC Medication
4) Intro to Psychology
5) Intro to Sociology

elective? Mobile Programming..really din have much choice..hahaa...

really hope can get into music...SOOO many ppl chose dat cds..hope all of us get in...=D

feel like killing myself...haha..wanted to go for jj's concert..drag for so long yet did not get the tickets still... da prices in auctions are really nicee...but most of the seats were kinda far... sooo tot of lookin arnd first..look n look...look till now the more ok seats are goneeeee!!! and moreover we've got quite a tight budget..haiii.arrrggg.. hahaa and i think the yahoo auctions ppl are going to blacklist me..haha...i went arnd and asked for their seats allocation..end up i din buy..whahaha... im so sorry...=x
haii...*shake head* *stab chest* *vomit blood* *faint* *DEAD*

haaaa...... ook... wrkg tmrr...at gwc again..haha..
ooh yeaa..and my computer is BACK!! REVIVED!! WONDERFUL!! muhahaha... but practically all the softwares are gone..cos they changed my motherboard and reformatted my com..haii.. but its good in a way dat my viruses are gone..stupid viruses dat can't be healed, can't be quarantined... irritatingggg... haha.. aniwae yet to dl/install most of the softwares...gotta do so soon... but installed msn already...the newest version live messenger iSHH soo cOooll..love it mann..haahaa...STRONGLY RECOMMENDED! =)
i think i sound like some mad ding dong...haha...ook....aniwae....gtg slp soon...gOOd niteeeee=D

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@ 3:15 AM

6.21.2006

wednesday.

haha..check this out...
click on picture to see full article..

huihui..u r saved!

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@ 1:34 PM

6.20.2006

tuesday.

went to watch she's the man wif qing ger yest..

its very niceee..very funny..haha.. but qing ger also very funny..she watch movie watch until very excited...there's tis part tis guy did somethin irritating plus funny...den qing ger was like saying "omg slap him!" as she was laughin n laughin...hahaha...

it was a nice showw laa..e cinema was almost full...tot there wont be too many ppl cos was a monday plus the show was on for quite some time liao... but..we were wrong again..haa...

ooK...go liao..byeee..

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@ 5:33 PM

6.19.2006

monday.

helloooo...=D
have quite a number of event updates to do today..so won't talk much... i'll jus come and write something and go...so u guys wont miss me...haha..

aniwae... someone with an unknown number msged me in the morn and said " 只要想信幸福，你就会永远幸福。 "
haha... duno who dat person was...wrong number probably...

my body now smelt of the kind of smell we usually have after leaving flavours...hatee itt man...whaaaa...cannot tahann..

wanted to buy keyboard but OUT OF STOCK...stuuPiiddddddddddddddd...gotta wait til end of jul for nxt shipment..haii...dat iss sooo long...

oookkkk...one last thing... I WANT TO GO TAIWAN~~~~~~~haha..byeee...=D

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@ 1:55 PM

6.14.2006

wednesday.

the cakes frm the seminar ish so niceee..=D
they hv SOOOOO much leftovers...like as if a few ppl eaten only...
feel like havin more...but paiseh..haha...

the harvey norman person called n said our pc wil be bac today... hope it works this time round... but they've replaced the motherboard so shld be okk ba... I MISS MY COMPUTER....

haii... duno wad else to write liaoo lehh..nothing interesting in my life....i guess the only interesting thing is dat im a shit....a cute shit wif a pink ribbon...haha...sooo byeeee....

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@ 1:05 PM

6.12.2006

monday.

17th Golden Melody Awards (10/06/06):
Best Album : David Tao's 太平盛世
Best Male : WANG LEE HOM
Best Female : Tanya Chua

haha.. i am so happy..=D
the show was quite fun..cos e hosts were tao zi and xiao s..they started off by talkin abt giving birth n being a mum... and then there's tis part where they showed milk spraying out of their breasts..hahaa...kinda dots...

patty hou performed too.. together wif zhang zhen yue n mc hotdog.. she rapped..so cool..haha...she wore white top n pants..very hip-hoppy... veri diff frm her normal lady lady style... but she brought out the sense of the costume very well..haahaa..likee itt..

i loovee hebe's entire outlook at the red carpet..it was so niceee... suits her very perfectly...=D

and then they aso showed leehom past year's incident...haha..den they showed several funny funny stuff they made... quite interesting...

BY THE WAY, i saw tis LONG worm on my way home frm the bus stop yest afternn...its very thin...but almost as long as a 15cm ruler...can u imagine...it was like right beside my slipper i din realise it was a wormy until it moved.scarrryy.... don feel like walkin home animore... haahaa..imagine i c its sister/brother when i walk further..i think someone might as well kill me..haha...the outside world is so filled wif creepy crawlies...so omg.. haii...
nv seen such a long worm before..eeeeearrrrrGGggghhhh...

ok i'll stop the worm story it makes my goosebumps stand 15cm tall...
so dats abt all for today BYEEE...

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@ 11:15 AM

6.10.2006

saturday.

helooooo
sat morn in the office... wrkg..haahaa.. =D
lookin for quotation for tis softwaree... the price gotta be higher den S$230..but online like all cheaper de leh..duno y.. alot of sites got discount somemore..haha.. it's so hard to find one online shop which DOESN'T hv a discount..haha...
so amazing....first time searchin for a product wif a price the higher the better...normally i go for the cheaper the better..den mus be good and cheapp..hahaa...

speakg of disc... jj's concert tix r on great sin sale disc now..hahaaa..so cool....

went to watch da vinci code @ cine wif qing ger yest nite...wanted to watch the 6.40 or 8plus show but was SOLD OUT and SELLING FAST respectively...tis show so power...up on screen for so long liao stil SOLD OUT..at first tot there shld be quite few ppl watchin liaoo..but WE ARE soo wrong man..haahaa...so we watched the 11.45 show..
i like e show leh..i tink it's niceee..like one big mystery...den one clue leads to another...most imptly i understood the story..hahaa...cos sometimess too chim will get a bit blurr...but tis show a bit amazing..ahaa..cos at a certain pt of time u will think dat the show is going to end cos they've unfold some big mystery..but den the show wil continue and the main leads will discover something even more amazing..... qing ger n me got this feeling for like three times..hahaa...

i like itt..haahaaa... and its so cool..the lady is a last descendent of Jesus Christ...it's like...woww... (ok..i know tis isn't real... but its stil so cool..haha..)

aniwae aft show went opp to heeren tk night rider...den saw tis teenage girl wearing blk frm top to bottom crying so sadly as she was walking alone... den she went over to the traffic light post...grab it den cry n cry n cry....like nobody's business...hahaaa... a bit dramatic.. but dunno wad happened to her leh..actu the tot of goin over to ask wad happened to her did flash past my mind but i was scared by her..hahaa..so i jus watched....

qing ger goin japan tmr liaoo..soo good i aso wann to go..haahaa..tk care and bon voyage okk... =D haha skali come bac wif one jap boyfren.. good luck to u ah...kaMpaTAE nae....

ook me go cont search for expensive product liaoo..byeeee...haaa...=D

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@ 11:08 AM

6.08.2006

thursday.

harlloo...wanted to watch omen initially yest evenin..but decided to go for she's the man instead...BUT... most of the seats were taken...left wif those not so good seats..so we went for ktv @ partyworld cuppage..sunny's cousin has e voucher... oh btw sunny'cousin n sunny are so alike...their looks, the way they sing, the way the talk...their actions..wOOoh...like real bros... only dat sunny looks more like a hamham compared to his cousin..haha..

kaili told us smthin so scary yest...she dreamt of a white long hair lady wif a samurai sword in her hse's room...and she dreamt of herself n some of us walking in the nite towards a busstop..den the busstop sudd disappear i think...den ghosts appear..den they turned bac and realised the road is being cut off...so hv no choice... den they saw some ppl and tot those ppl were lost like them..end up those were ghosts alsoo..haiii... i think its scary..if u visualise the scenario in ur mind.... esp the white long hair lady wif a samurai sword...

last wk pear told us tis really scary story too.. she said her fren was takin photos wif other frens using a hp...den when they r done they looked at the pic and saw a head smiling beside one of them... when they zoomed in they saw nothing...the head img can only be seen when its zoomed out... and pear said the fren stil has the pic..so omg...eeee..

jus came bac frm lunch..had one egg prata and one plain prata..quite nicee... eating fruits now..haha..

ook go liaoo byeee...=D

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@ 1:15 PM

6.07.2006

wednesday.

i think tis is gonna be a very long entry...haha..so sorry....

my cpu is being brought bac to the support centre again. tis is so lame the person told us they gonna order a new motherboard frm acer and chng it for us..den it'll tk abt 1-2weeks..ok nice. den like a few days later he called and told me they've repaired the motherboard can deliver bac by yest.. my bro n i were like so happy cos finally can use com liao... but the guy brought the cpu bac yest and realised it's stil not wrkg..he told my bro they din chng a new one..jus repaired it...we'were like huh... i tot they gonna chng a new one for us?? den now they brought the thing bac again n dunoo when's gonna return bac to uss.. siannn ..

the yang men hu jiang on chn 55 ended yest nite..the ending is SO lousy...
ok.. su you peng who is yang si lang went to surrender to the enemy and married the princess (the princess loves him alot) in order to get tis map to save his own country.. (so dat's not betrayal..haa) but cos it's his father's last order and his father died... no one knws abt tis thing, even his family..everyone tot he betrayed his country... so everyone hated him.. he became the wanted man and the emperor sent out an order dat he's to be killed by whoever who sees him...

but den in yest's epi yang si lang gave tis dagger which symbolises loyalty (his dad gave it to him so dat he could clear all these misunderstandings at the end of the entire thing) to his wife, yu yan (by korean star cai ling)..den si lang's mother saw it and came to the truth dat her son has a very dangerous mission to complete.. n dat he did not betray the country.. she then informed the emperor abt it and he gave tis secret petition or wadever (to spare si lang frm death) to si lang's bro...ask him to go and fetch si lang bac...

back in the enemy's country, si lang finally got hold of the map and his father's and brothers' ashes (cos they died in the war and ashes were kept by the enemy).. den he left the country... and came to the great walls of china...he's so happy... plced his father's and brothers' ashes urn on the bricks and told them...'we've finally come back!'THEN tis elderly guard guarding the great walls saw him and recognised him from the wanted man list... AND SHOT HIM WITH AN ARROW!!!

on the other side of the country, his mother decorated the house so nicely waiting happily for him to return, his wife, yu yan waited anxiously at one of the mountains, his brother kuai ma jia bian to fetch him... lookin forward to seeing his brother........and den out in the great walls he was shot by dat damn arrow... bleeding like mad.. but he din die..... so i tot mayb his bro will reach on time to save him...........BUT just den...the tv screen showed 全局终.. den dat elderly guard who shot him stood by him watching him die slowly... and his family pinning for him...WHAT A LOUSY ENDING.....

he went thru so much to get the map and finally got it..and this is wad he deserved in the end... tis is so unfair... his family so poor thing... esp his mum and wife... they loved him so much....LOUSSSSSSSYYYYYYY ENDINNGGGGGGGGG....

seriously tis is not wad ive expected man..totally out of my expectation..cos i tot there'll be a reunion or something acceptably good...normally it's like dat...dat male lead won't jus die like dat....its not like korean dramas..haha.. but i discovered something..... mayb cos got korean actress so the ending differs tis time.. but y su you peng died in all the shows he co-starred wif cai ling?? qing ding ai qing hai he also died... so piangss... but don u find dat nowadays taiwan shows wif korean stars in them do not hv a LIVING ending?? hahahaa... like zaizai's new show he aso ended up DEAD... haiii... for most of them, the content are interesting but the ending is simply haiii.. like zhe gai si de ai by rain.... both died in the end...like romeo n juliet..hahaaa..but i like its content cos i think its quite interesting... =)
i think i sound so racist(country-ist to be more precise)...hahaa.. no no...really nothing personal..haha... but its true dat most korean dramas will end up wif one lead dying.... but the story are normally quite nice laa..so stil okk.. haa... im looking forward to goong... hahaa...

ookk ended my story liao.. today's entry looks more like a complain letter... haha.. byeee..

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@ 1:15 PM

6.05.2006

monday.

zzzzzzzzzzzzz im so tiredd.... haii fallin aslp liaoo..... lookn for a bright orange for my 'we're here' animation for the companys web..but y the shades of orangeS look more like tones of brown to me...hmm... jus can't get the rite colour leh...aniwae usin photoshop n image ready for the ani cos there's no fireworks in my com... used to fireworks liao at first use photoshop so not used to it....always felt dat fireworks' beta den photoshop..cos photoshop so user-unfriendly..haaaa... but after using photoshop i think photoshop is beta...haha... like i used to think dat nokia hps are the best...but now i found out dat sony ericsson's beta...whahaha.. so as a human being..we mus learn to try new things and adapt...u nv know...someting else may be the one for u...haahaa...but don't learn to try new husbands/wifes ...no good...bad for health... =D

a couple nearly scared e hell out of me yest nite..haha... cos i was walkin hm listening to mp3... den walk halfway sudd something sCReeeeechhhhhhh.... so loudly..i tot wad man... tot got ghost..hahaha... den i turned arnd and saw two couples on bicycle..they braked jus right behind me and den said sorry..haha.... actu i din even know there's a bicycle behind me so im not afraid dat it'll crash into me or wad...im jus shocked by the sudden screeching..hahaa... cos so loud in the nite so sudden..very scaryy..haha...

speakin of scary... jiaqing... ur bloody mary did get on my nerves afterall...i tot after the show go church ok liao..haha... actu i forgot abt it liao..den go bac dunno brush teeth or wash hands...den i looked into the mirror and den i REMEMBERED! den the word 'bloody mary' keep appearing in my head in frnt of the mirrorr...end up i keep looking at windows, mirrors... praying i don see dat girl image in the show..if not im gonna faintt... haahaa... cos i was thinking.. dunno if i think of 'u know who' haha.. three times in my head will she appear..den i tried to convince myself dat i don't hv a deep secret...so it shld be okk... but den again the stupid devil in my stupid head told me 'u nv know...mayb as long as u think, she'll appear...' i ended up listening to leehom's cd as i fall aslp wif the lights on...hahaha... i tink im so lamee... and so useless... haahaa....
tis is a gd eg of angel n devil fighting in a human's mind.... =X

ooh n i found out who's filmin at my hse downstairs the other day le... its christopher lee n a lady... haha.. i tink the lady is apple hong..hong ping guo....cos dat day went out wif jiaqing, kimkee n guys...den saw them filmin at the fullerton's bridge..wif who ah? oh..lee nan xing and the ruan mian mian...

ookkk dats alll...goin to meet sp later..cos she wanna get something for her qing ai de... im so hungry now... btw my cpu will be back tMR!!! haha..finallyyy.. "...........finalllyyyyyyy....."byeeeee.... =D

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@ 11:04 AM

6.02.2006

friday.

yeah today fri. tmr not wrking. =D ta bao bac again. mixed curry veg rice. the curry is soo nice... and the fried pig is soo tasty..onli a bit salty.. but its stil delicious...

went to the singapore idol results show yest.. jonathan n paul made it onli..realised billy bong's son's actu quite good lookin over at e idol show...looks beta den in livin wif lydia..haahaa...i like jasmine tye..i think she's pretty and she can sing.. =D ooh speakin of pretty..zhihua has a fren very pretty..haha..=)

goin over to qing ger's plc tonite..cos actu got gathering wif the rest de...but like no news at all...so i tink cancelled liao ba... so i go over and play..haahaa..but gotta collect key frm nac first..wrkg morn @ great wrld on sun...haiii... den will be goin to see kel n angela sing in church tmr evenin..haa...

i wanna watch MOVIES NXT WEEK... oh btw..haha..watched the yang men hu jiang on chn 55..ALEC SU IS SOoooooHHHH HANDSOME..whahaha...!!! =D

vanness and kangta came out wif tis new single..wif some songs in it...mangkey told me its like a trial for their album.. i wanna buy..but gotta wait til i get my pay first...haha..cos im left wif like less than 10 bucks till nxt week...haiii... but the both of them loOked GaY together..haha..esp tis photo on mangkey's msn display pic...kangta was putting his hand on vanness's shoulder in such a wen rou way...haaaaaaaaa....aniwae btw they just look gay.. but it onli applies to the pictures...haha..so its ok.....and oh btw mangkey = monkey = kaili... haahaa..

okkk im done.....cya.....byeeee...

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